They say my eyes changed (what?)
It's needless to say
They mean that I've changed (Oh)
Drowned out the noise of my brain
Been feeling drugged up
It's kind of
Fucked up
(It's fucked up, not gonna lie)
Love it when you shittalk
When I'm blacked out
Wish you could hear what you say
Awful like a catcall
Wanna lash out
But I'm too tired to play
(Way too fucking tired, man)
If this is it I'll take it
Fuck it I don't mind
I'm not gonna fake it
Don't wanna live your lie
If this is it I'll take it
Don't know how to cope
Need to rearrange
I don't know how long
This can go on, gotta change
Been feeling drugged up
It's kind of fucked up
(Fuck it)
Circles under my eyes cannot decide
If it feels right to stay
Don't care if you don't like
That I don't fight
Just stay out of my way
(What the fuck is your problem)
If this is it I'll take it
Fuck it I don't mind
I'm not gonna fake it
Don't wanna live your lie
If this is it I'll take it
If I'm losing focus
Please just tell me
Hard feelings in the way
You can't just drop me
Probably leave
None of your thoughts unspoken, oh
Let it go
(Love your little shit talk)
If this is it I'll take it
Fuck it I don't mind
I'm not gonna fake it
Don't wanna live your lie
If this is it
I said it I'm done
Don't know what you want
I wanna move on
Been here too long
Cannot outrun
Who I've become
I feel so numb
If this is it I'll take it