I could fill a sea with the shitty things I've done
Too many nights spent faking love for fun
In the end it'll be just me and the whiskey webs I've spun
Oh, forget it, forget it, I won't think about it, not 'til the bottle's done
I swear I thought I'd be a better person
There's shit that I find real hard to explain
I get caught up in what is real and what is fiction
And yeah, sometimes it makes me feel like I'm insane
And it gets so hard to bare
Yeah, it gets so hard to bare
If I stay like this for a moment more
I fear I'll lose everything
Tonight, everything is on my side
I can laugh until the daylight
Because I'm alive and not afraid to fly
Yeah
Tonight, everything is on my side
I can laugh until the daylight
Because I'm alive and not afraid to fly
Never afraid to fly
Now when the phone rings I hope that it's her
Why do I want this so badly?
Maybe we could fall madly in love
I've got a feeling that this all could work out
God, I've been praying for anything to work out
But it gets so hard to bare
Oh yeah, it gets so hard to bare
If I stay like this for one night more, maybe I won't go insane
Tonight, everything is on my side
I can laugh until the daylight
Because I'm alive and not afraid to fly
Yeah
Tonight, everything is on my side
I can laugh until the daylight
Because I'm alive and not afraid to fly
Never afraid to fly
And it gets so hard to bare
Yeah, it gets so hard to bare
And it gets so hard to bare
I can't help feeling like we're all alone
Yeah, it gets so hard to bare
My friends could open my eyes, discover this is my home
In three words: I fucked up
But I found friendship in this cup of Jameson
I'm swimming in sin
Where to begin, where to begin?
In three words: I fucked up
But I found friendship in this cup of Jameson
I'm swimming in sin
Where to begin, where to begin?
I know I've made these mistakes and it's taken me days
But right now I just don't want to explain
Tonight, everything is on my side
I can laugh until the daylight
Because I'm alive and not afraid to fly
Yeah
Tonight, everything is on my side
I can laugh until the daylight
Because I'm alive and not afraid to fly
Never afraid