I'm lost, so unsure of where I've been I'm not giving up, but how long 'til I give in? 'Cause I can feel chains sink it ain't cool Although the dirt bike takes me home I'm still too grown to ask for help to pay the tolls And our Newark Mansion, old abandoned Our one stood so proud I am lost, ever searching for myself I'm not alone, but I'm missing something else I had a wall, looked fair to use I had a fire that would light up a room All of my walls come down, the flame went out And I was kicked in there somehow Newark Mansions, old abandoned And ours stood so proud And like Newark Mansions I've been left to cave in on myself And our Newark Mansion, old abandoned And ours stood so proud And like Newark Mansions I've been left to cave in on myself Just sit on the shelf Left to cave in on itself Boarded up, comdemned and left to dwell Do I have the means to renovate myself? And like Newark Mansions I'm left standing Windows busted out Like Newark Mansions, old abandoned Ours stood so proud And like Newark Mansions I've been left to cave in on myself Like Newark Mansions, old abandoned Ours stood so proud Like Newark Mansions I've been left to cave in on myself