When I was 10 I wished that I had friends But I grew up and realized that I don't need them Didn't ever talk enough to really take offense Said one day I'd save enough to buy a new Rolex 18 I thought I was the best Got a little self respect and it fucked with my head Never thought that I would have so many lame regrets Never thought that I would have so many lame regrets Lights out and I'm staring at the ceiling Can't be everything that I want me to be Guess my life's still got no meaning Leave me with my bags outside I think I'll be alone tonight From the other side I hear them cry Welcome to my life Speeding down route 45 Cause I don't got no place to hide From the other side I hear them cry Welcome to my life Don't cross my mind with your dirty feet Ain't got no one worth the time to fucking end my peace I've been low life living for the last few weeks Parents wanted me in college barely turned 14 Play pretend when speaking on my thoughts Never knew that all my lies would ever piss them off Thinking I could fall in love but I guess I'm wrong Then again I never d... ahh fuck Lights out and I'm staring at the ceiling Can't be everything that I want me to be Guess my life's still got no meaning Leave me with my bags outside I think I'll be alone tonight From the other side I hear them cry Welcome to my life Speeding down route 45 Cause I don't got no place to hide From the other side I hear them cry Welcome to my life