I'm too old for this
Been around this broken dump
For way too long
Left my home for this
Starry eyed
It's no surprise
Things went wrong...
Another spoon flops
Another heart stops
Another wasted life
Another tear drop
Another year passed by
The pain won't stop
Waiting for the day he comes back
But there is no knock
So lost
His pops gave him the hold off
He only wanted the comfort of his role model
His mom's gone
Alive
But on the pill bottle
He hits the gas to smash
He's going full throttle
Now on the streets alone
Like he a grown man
Now through the nights he roams
All through the black sand
Last stand but darn
And now he getting tired
He in a jam but ran
And now he really wired
Yeah
And he exhausted from the last zone
The last road
Everything that he has gone
A sad song
Feeling like he all alone
Gave himself a quick little jab
And now he coming home
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm coming home
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm coming home
I'm struggling to find my perspective
I can feel that there's tension
And you're often defective
I tried to call a couple times
Guess you ain't get the message
The last time that we talked
Things got so aggressive
Tragic turn of events
Man I had no choice
I felt with legs like mine
That I had no voice
You don't understand all this pain i felt
All these years that's passed and I still blame myself
But I can only be me
I can't be no one else
You should make that shit a meme
And I would caption myself
I doubt you'd respond if I sent you a text
You avoid a mother fucker like I owe you a debt
In a room full of people I still feel so alone
I'm sorry that I'm different
That's the burden I own
All I see is this road I'm walking
In the cold growing old
But I promise when the time comes
And you need me the most
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm coming home
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm coming home
Yeah, I let the pen leak
To paint a certain picture
And let my voice be heard
So now I'm ridin' with ya
Sidin' with ya
Blowing trees and gliding with ya
Took her to the free let her blow
And now I'm signing pictures
Yeah
But my past don't glorify it
Story time
I hit you with a storied rhyme
I'm soaring high
Up into the morning sky
Anyone that says any different
Just know they telling lies
Yeah
But my struggles i get through
And the fact is I miss you
And it only stops the demons within
From trying to diss you
And rip you in two versus getting blown
I just wish that you would finally see your wrongs
I've had mine
The sad times
That face is gone
Bad times were my fault
And I see my wrongs
Pain hides it i don't die and I took a loss
Ropes tied jump real high see what it cost
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm coming home
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm coming home