Saw myself somewhere else Looking through a cold dark mirror Reflecting on these things I've done And what I've become It was a cold night in June No party, all gloom here in my heart Said some things that I regret But my head it was a mess, it was blue and lifeless Should I stay or should I leave this I'm sorry that I am such a train wreck A basket case that you put up with Without you I know now that I need help That night was something you didn't have to deal with I cried the whole way home Wondering if I'll ever be the person that we both need me to be Cos my existence gives you misery I'm sorry that I am such a train wreck A basket case that you put up with Without you I know now that I need help That night was something you didn't have to deal with Please know that things are looking up from here I'm better with a clearer mind than last year Please know that things are looking up from here My head only used to see the clouds And now the sky has turned right around I'm sorry that I was such a train wreck A basket case that you put up with I'm sorry that I was such a train wreck A basket case that you put up with Without you I know now that I need help That night was something you didn't have to deal with