Last I heard, Nick's still driving Lyft And Richie's working the midnight shift Of the motel down in Elsinore He's dodging all the meth heads I'm working my four jobs Right down to my fragile bones Finding out there's nothing left inside Except the space they haven't took quite yet But if nothing gets better Tell me what that means This "hard-earned" life is a joke Feels more like drowning to me There's no reason to believe There's no reason to believe My brother is a hardworking man He takes what he's given And gives everything he can He's talking 'bout fleeing the country Or faking his death Says they're after his money And my mother lost a child When she was twenty-three She shouldn't have to lose a couple more To some bad loans and undiagnosed depression Still I think maybe this is all we're meant for Brown bags outside a Circle K My tooth falls out and hits the ground You know I can't dream bigger But if nothing gets better Tell me what that means This "hard-earned" life is a joke Feels more like drowning to me There's no reason to believe There's no reason to believe Talking shit on each other In-between talking about running away Watch the years disappear up our noses Talking about the same things All the shit we won't get done The reasons we could Barely leave the house today Knowing it's sad at this point We can't be happy with the work that pays Thinking I'll die young Shouldn't feel like a relief I guess that it's a joke And there's no reason to believe Thinking I'll die young Shouldn't feel like a relief I guess that it's a joke And there's no reason to believe Thinking I'll die young Shouldn't feel like a relief I guess that it's a joke And there's no reason to believe