Its lonely at the top, but I'm to high to come back down This valium and vodka are the only thing killing the sound These tattooed memories on the top of my brain Self medication is keeping me from going insane I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed Out the window shocked I'm not dead A busted ankle and deep regrets I guess that these drugs Tried sobriety one too many times Tried to face what's eating me inside Exorcize demons that I fight Try being me just for a night Tired of these bullshit excuses For pain pills I'm always abusing This bottle goes down smoothly It's me versus myself and I am losing I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed Out the window shocked I'm not dead A busted ankle and deep regrets These drugs are my safety net I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed Out the window shocked I'm not dead A busted ankle and deep regrets These drugs are my safety net Why don't you (I'm so high) Walk in my shoes (It's so lonely) See how you do (I might die) With a noose around your neck (You don't know me) As you stand (I'm so high) With a hangman (It's so lonely) Holding your hand (I might die) In front of your biggest fans (You don't know me) I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed Out the window shocked I'm not dead A busted ankle and deep regrets These drugs are my safety net I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed Out the window shocked I'm not dead A busted ankle and deep regrets These drugs are my safety net