I can't shake this feeling That maybe you don't hold the key And I don't know how to fight it Trust me, I've tried to deny it So if I haven't made myself clear Or said the things you want to hear I'll try my best to say them without fear I didn't realize it was still open But I'm shutting that door tonight Do you see me Running around in your dreams Or do you want me tangled in your sheets? I thought I would realize But it feels like it's taken me forever I was too scared to find a reason That we couldn't be sad together So if I haven't made myself clear Or said the things you want to hear I'll try my best to say them without fear I didn't realize it was still open But I'm shutting that door tonight Oh, I'm shutting that door tonight ("Look, you had a beautiful friendship ... maybe more than a friendship ... and I envy you") Blind eyes are better than a wrecked mind Feels like I left something behind You say let's run away, we'll be happy and free But I can't make that decision Not when you ripped me and my heart to shreds So if I haven't made myself clear Or said the things you want to hear I'll try my best to say them without fear I didn't realize it was still open But I'm shutting that door I'm shutting that door I'm shutting that door tonight