You're a sickness
I tried to overcome
The day I met you
I should have turned around and...
Run!
Apologies mean nothing
I've got something to say
Get out my face, save ye games
I'm not the one to play
I'm acting strange
I'm in a rage and no, I'm not okay
These pills got control of me
I can't get away
It's mental warfare while I'm gripping and shooting
But my demons reposition, they keep dodging and moving
It's like I can't escape but I also wanna stay
So cut me out forever or give me another taste
Here we are again
Back in this war we have within
I feel paralyzed
I feel paralyzed
I'm drowning in my sin
Will this addiction ever end?
I feel paralyzed
I feel paralyzed
I'm alone in this world
And I'm losing the will to live
Everyone is moving on while I'm standing still
I'd give everything I've got to get out of this place
This addiction keeps me hostage but the pain goes away
It's like I'm in a room as the darkness consumes
My legs are tied, my hands are bound
I don't think I can move
My friends are coming soon
They don't know my demons reach
The second they cut me loose, I use
The cycle repeats
Here we are again
Back in this war we have within
I feel paralyzed
I feel paralyzed
I'm drowning in my sin
Will this addiction ever end?
I feel paralyzed
I feel paralyzed
Would someone let me out of here?
I'm drowning in my fears
Can't wipe away these tears
Would someone let me out of here?
Can't wipe away these tears without this medicine
Without this medicine
Without this medicine
Without this medicine
Without this medicine
Without this medicine