I had addictions that had me a lot of times
Cause I thought the feeling was great
But I was so wrong I made many mistakes
That I wish I could take back I know that I can't
Man a lot will relate cause I know that I ain't
The only one here with a lot on my plate
I ain't talking bout steak, I ain't in it for cake
I do this for my country, NC is the state
I've had plenty addictions, due to the fiction
That we have been given now I'm on the mission
I'm driven, it's written inside of my mind
All I need is a pen and a couple of lines
I'm burning some pine that's the top of the line
Am I'm losing mind? Thought's harder to find
Then I remember, remember the time
That I started to rhyme for no reason I'm lying
I did it for fun, people said it was dumb
But it didn't effect me, my brain was so numb
From the bud that I smoked to the tabs on my tongue
Tripping with Alice in Wonderland stunned
By the shit that I seen, it all felt like a dream
Every color was neon, you know what I mean?
Thought I'd Neverland, poppin' em magical beans
Adderall, Xanax and all in between
I had addictions that had me a lot of times
Cause I thought the feeling was great
But I was so wrong I made many mistakes
That I wish I could take back I know that I can't
Man a lot will relate cause I know that I ain't
The only one here with a lot on my plate
I ain't talking bout steak, I ain't in it for cake
I do this for my country, NC is the state
Molly made me feel jolly, oh golly I tweaked
I was chasing a boat and unable to sleep
For a couple of weeks, what the hell did see
Itching and scratching was so unattractive
Man I was so blind and unable to see
What the drugs I was doing were doing to me
There's a lot you don't know and a lot you ain't seen
I was digging a hole that would bury me deep
It's all said and done now it's only a dream
It's more like a nightmare that's stuck on repeat
Everytime that I sleep like it's waiting for me
I'm fighter, surviver, I'll never retreat
The king of my tribe they all call me the chief
I'm a microphone killer, I'll murder a beat
A lyric assassin, the product of creed
I'm a leader like Jehry, come follow my lead!
I had addictions that had me a lot of times
Cause I thought the feeling was great
But I was so wrong I made many mistakes
That I wish I could take back I know that I can't
Man a lot will relate cause I know that I ain't
The only one here with a lot on my plate
I ain't talking bout steak, I ain't in it for cake
I do this for my country, NC is the state