Memories, pretending nothing hurts Spend your remaining days trying to avert It's the same shit over and over My burden to carry and to seek out closure I've never felt so alone I just need time to do this on my own My heart's not in it anymore All of my days are blending And I've lost all meaning I've disguised all of my true feelings This cloud, so resentful, has yet to dispel I can't let go, I can't say farewell I've burned every bridge I've crossed I paid my deed but at what cost I don't need help to get back on my feet Just leave me here to rot, deadbeat I've never felt so alone I just need time to do this on my own My heart's not in it anymore All of my days are blending And I've lost all meaning I've disguised all of my true feelings I'm headed straight to the grave if I can't find a better way So I guess I'll just light the fucking match and walk away From the ashes I'll rise and conquer Turning my back on a world void of wonder Locked and loaded my time will come For me to rise and see what I've become Make me understand understand this burden I carry I'm so sick of living in this anomaly All my bridges are burning Make me understand this burden I carry