We said our goodbyes, It's been a while since we decided to go separate ways
I tried to keep our paths close together but my efforts were in vein
You chose to go down a proud road, you were bound to follow your fragile ego
So off you went, I still recall what happened that tragic day
I'm sorry for asking for the bare minimum
Oh so now I'm not good enough for you
That's not what I said
Man fuck this I don't need this shit
All you ever do is run, where are you going
A strong start you had at first, then it all took a turn for the worse
Your knees gave out, you hit the ground, and now your finally down to earth
A fatal impact. Did it hurt? Time for a long nap in the dirt
All cause you couldn't put your pride aside and try to make this work
Rest in peace to who we use to be
Our love now deceased. They'll tell our tale in eulogies
You'd rather lose me forever than be wrong
Mount Everest ain't taller than the hills you'd die on
Since you've been gone I've moved onto bigger things
Planted my roots into new soil cheers to new beginnings
Free to be me, I've found a life worth living
Embracing change yet it feels strange to have your presence missing
Sometimes I find myself wondering what could have been
If you stopped trying to be right and you started listening
If we'd done it different would our love come to an end
Or were we doomed for the tomb since the moment this began
I'd say your in your way to heaven
But I'm afraid that may not be true
As pride is the devil
And I think it has a hold on you
Rest in peace to who we use to be
Our love now deceased. They'll tell our tale in eulogies
You'd rather lose me forever than be wrong
Mount Everest ain't taller than the hills you'd die on
Your soul now rests up above with sun in the sky
You were my sun, you were my star, you were the light of my life
I made myself smaller so you could prosper
I became a vegetable for my partner
Sunlights got competition
I find life in your affection
Who needs vitamin D when you've got codependency
A one sided obsession
Your my first choice I was your second
When will I be your priority?
I tried to wait for you to grow
One dead lead won't stop me from obtaining my goals
Patiently, Unheeding seed I sat in my window
Wilting off a pedal everytime you never showed
You made me optional and that was fair to you
Knowledge was your power my opinion wasn't safe
You were so obsessed with proving you knew everything
How could I have blossomed when you wouldn't let me speak
The sunlight you emit smells like gas to me