One year ago today
I tossed away
A quarter that i should have saved
I faked a farewell fantasy and misbehaved
I never made an effort
My conscience went
After all the time a spent
Dollars that i dropped on you
Thought you'd say you missed me too
So here i am, a friend, in the end i meant
To disregarded that birthday card
Nailed upon your wall he sent
I meant to turn my eyes from everything i shouldn't see
An oath I took, you kissed my cheek.
Cried yourself to sleep, but never would you admit to me.
I always laughed when you laughed
Cried when you cried
Danced when you danced
I lied
Laugh when you laugh
Cry when you cry
Dance when you dance
I lied
San Francisco pay-phone. So far from home.
So many friends, and I'm alone.
I faked a farewell fantasy. I lied. You bother me.
My conscience gone. This conversation's dragging on.
There was once upon a time when you... would miss me too.
So here I am, a friend, the end,
I meant to disregard that birthday card,
Nailed upon your wall he sent.
I meant to turn my eyes from everything.
Never made a promise.
An oath I took, I kissed your cheek.
Cried myself to sleep, I won't admit that you see.
I always laughed when you laughed
Cried when you cried
Danced when you danced
I lied
Laugh when you laugh
Cry when you cry
Dance when you dance
I lied
I lied
I lied
I lied
I lied