We spent those nights In the shadow of past days I didn't close my eyes I kept a promise not to Sleep at all And build a better life In my head Just leave it as it is We fall down, we can't wait any longer We don't cry, we still hope to get stronger Once again I'm staring at your window Trying to melt into your lonely room I don't know who I am I just want to hang on To meet the dawn through the glass No matter with or without you I'm leafing my lifebook with failed shots I'm chilling with people I don't deserve I asked my friend for a cigarette I want fucking smoke to fill my head