I'm just barely getting by
I've been playing video games for about thirteen hours
Watching, entire seasons between taking showers
I haven't worked out for a couple of weeks
But I'll be running to the door for my Uber Eats
I know, I was raised better than this
And I know, there's a whole lot of things that I'll miss
I could myself in a better position
If I just hang out my clothes and wash up the dishes
I'm not existential
I'm just barely getting by
Oh it's just mental
Struggling with stuff inside
These thoughts might have potential
To kill if I'm not careful
I'm not existential
I'm just barely getting by
The money I've been wasting on my higher education
Was a misguided investment in my own validation
Good thing you can't smell me through you Instagram, damn
I keep imagining how much better I'd be
If I just read these books I bought next to me
At least I learnt to shut up people who tell me it's luck
I guess I mastered the art of not giving a fuck
I'm wasting my time
At the back of the line
Gonna have an argument with you
Back home in the shower
We can argue in my head
For hours and hours
I'm not existential
I'm just barely getting by
Oh it's just mental
Struggling with stuff inside
These thoughts might have potential
To kill if I'm not careful
I'm not existential
I'm just barely getting by
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah
And If we talk about it
Well I'm gonna stress about it
And the thing about stress
Is I can't do shit about it
And If I think about it
Well I'm gonna stress about it
And the thing about stress
Is I can't do shit without it
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
I can't do shit with it
Nah-nah-nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah
Nah-nah-nah
Nah Nah Nah
Wish I'd do shit about it
But I can't do shit without it
I guess that's why
I'm barely getting by