You justify and rationalize with narratives and alibis
One breath berate, the other praise, your self-respect fades in the haze
You're manic, crazy, filthy, lazy, hedonistic, nihilistic, self-destructive, loud, disruptive Sick
Egotistic, jingoistic, just another fucked statistic
Masturbation, degradation, only fit for condemnation
Quote from the best, but emulate the worst
Go
I get fucked up and speak with conviction
On hard subjects like love and addiction
Politics, war, sex, drugs, religion
I'm not sure... I don't know
The mask comes off, politeness forsaken
Blood running hot, I'm screaming, I'm shaking
Words spilling out with the whiskey on my breath
But the dialogue will not rest