Ay
I been trying too hard being positive
Bout things that I closeted
Please don't pust deeper
I got some secrets I don't wanna say
Don't make me push you away
Sob stories won't make you happy, you know
So sing to that upbeating song
The song that I wrote for myself
But it helped someone else more
So I'm grateful for that
Don't make me
Don't make me believe lies
Don't make me hypnotized
Don't make me close my eyes
I see what you're doing
You're doing it reckless
Gave you the shirt off my back
But you backless
What the fuck went wrong
Fuck went wrong
Thought I gave you the best
Thought it would last
Guess I got too attached, yea
I wonder if it's all my fault
Separation is a mind fall
I don't wanna let go
She's trying so hard
You should know
I don't wanna see this happen
Lord, give me a sign or a weapon
I don't wanna let go
Yea she know what he do
But she keep it hush hush
Tellin' me it's alright, don't
Lemme be what that man was
That ain't what I am, no
It's so hard
Please don't go
Tell me it's not what happens
Tell me I'm dreamin' bad things
I don't wanna let go
Yea she know what he do
But she keep it hush hush
Blamin' everybody else
You see except you
Why would you even wanna say
Shit that isn't true
Saying that you fell apart
But you don't have a broken heart
I wanna teach you honesty
But swallowing is kinda hard ey
Who you finna go judge like you Dredd
Nah nah nah
Always talkin' like you wanna see red blood
Fuckin' round like you ain't gon' be dead
Nah nah nah
Stand up for myself but you mad
I wonder if it's all my fault
Separation is a mind fall
I don't wanna let go
She's trying so hard
You should know
I don't wanna see this happen
Lord, give me a sign or a weapon
I don't wanna let go
Yea she know what he do
But she keep it hush hush
Tellin' me it's alright, don't
Lemme be what that man was
That ain't what I am, no
It's so hard
Please don't go
Tell me it's not what happens
Tell me I'm dreamin' bad things
I don't wanna let go
Yea she know what he do
But she keep it hush hush
Is this something you planned for
Tell me this is what you meant for
Why does the pain entail
I can't forget the scars
Yea
Why does it feel like I'm falling
Deep in despair and I'm crawling
Tell me what I should look
For