"It's just a phase, it's not gonna last"
Is what I keep telling myself
I'm breaking down twice a day now
I'm sorry I'm built different
It feels like I'm drowning myself
In bottles of hate
I need you to come help me now
And every breath that I'm taking
Is falling, is falling too short
Who would've thought that
I'd be alone
I'm holding myself till my eyes close
It's cold and it's dark
And I miss my home
I'm starting, I'm starting to drown
Back in you
Back in you
It's such a shame how you had to go
Right when I tried to forget
How you broke me down and put back the crown
I'm sorry I tried to forget
It feels like I'm losing myself
In memories of hate
I don't want you
Don't help me now
And every breath that I'm taking babe
Is falling, is falling too short
Pushing myself back and I'm trying to get better
You're the one holding me back
I'm trying to get past it
Forget what you said baby
Don't make it worse, just stop
Pushing myself back and I'm trying to get better
You're the one holding me back
I'm trying to move past this
Forget what you said baby
Don't make it worse, just stop
Who would've thought that I'd be at home
I'm laughing, I'm smiling
I'm not cold
I've learnt how to swim through
Your deepest shores
I'm starting, I'm starting to float