3 A.M. with my hands on the phone
Trying to stop how I feel
Pop stars and celebrities doing things
So differently
And I don't even wanna compare
Cause it seems like I'm a fool
I'm just a kid who's trying to make it
Are you gonna pray for me?
Cause I just can't seem to stop
I pop pills for anxiety
Only to tell you that
I'm not perfect
I'm not what they want
I'm not worth it
I just try to be the person
That my dad would want
I just want to save my soul
So here we go
I put my leg through the door
Trying to step away from here
Been hurt a couple times before
I just numb how I feel
And maybe I wanna compare
Cause it seems you're happy too
I'm still a kid who's trying to make it
But
Are you gonna pray for me?
Cause I just can't seem to stop
I pop pills for anxiety
Only to tell you that
I'm not perfect
I'm not what they want
I'm not worth it
I just try to be the person
That my dad would want
I just want to save my soul
I can't feel the pain
I'm done trying to hide
I don't get to love
What I am tonight
If this is happening
Then I'm moving on
I don't get to love
What I am tonight
(I wanna tell you something)
I'm not perfect
I'm not what they want
I'm not worth it
I don't try to be the person
That I ought to be
Do you still want to save my soul?