I envy you for not being me I wish I could fall further from the tree I tend to take more than I could ever carry Every day I dig deep Trying to keep this shit buried Every time the road gets a bit more steep I tend to unearth what I just hid I envy you for not being me I wish I could fall further from the tree I tend to take more than I could ever carry I prefer every tedious task From facing you without a mask I can spin and spin and spin And always take a wrong turn I can spin and spin and spin I can spin and spin and spin And make you believe that this is real I can spin and spin I can spin but I can't win I can spin In this vicious circle Round and round It never ends I can spin in this vicious circle And I know it will never end