I feel safe inside Hiding under these blanket wrapped around To keep this world out Breath out Breath in this feeling Absorb the night followed by Nightmares crawling in to my Own mind Breath in and out Now Pressure, burden on her neck By this presentiment Nightmares pull me Down this drain Away from every humane means This day painted so surreal Giving in to the ocean of growing fear But stay and hail The Gods of insane Fractured dreams, overpriced pictures And your need for everything That you can get your Hands on Seeking the light Weighing what's on my mind Signs align Holding back my eyes To see what lies there what future denies to Tell when we all hear the sound of the tide Rush by But I can just never hope to find out Oh my, why I Feel I'll die We have no idea, now, Of who or what the inhabitants of our future might be. In that sense, We have no future. [...] For us things can change so abruptly, So violently, so profoundly, That futures like our elders' have insufficient 'now' to stand on. We have no future because our present is too volatile. ... We have only risk management. The spinning of the given moment's scenarios. Breathe in this feeling Absorb the night followed by Nightmares crawling in to my Own mind Breath in and out Hope has no meaning Devoured by traces from Times we have not yet arrived Grey-dark Dissaray in my Heart