All of this time spent searching For what didn't belong in life And I think I've found The piece out of place is me They say you had to lay down your body entirely So I could not want to lay down mine They say you rose in three days time I just wanna say goodby I'm sick and I'm tired And no house is a home I'm sick and I'm tired And no house is a home Embrace my fear to overcome I'll be a man and die alone I've spent my life searching for love just to find That it's not of this world and I'll never belong I don't belong I won't be missed No one cares No one cares If you died and you rose for me Why aren't you here while I still am? Why aren't you here while I still am? I move one step I move one step forward to be three steps trailing I've tried to work with what's given to me Nothing ever works, it seems My time has run its course If I can't find something worth living for Something worth living for I'm depressed and torn. Nothing is right Not by my standards, only by life's This will be my anthem, I'll clean my own slate This will be my anthem, I'll clean my own slate So this is goodbye to lead to hello Is it a sin to hate who I am and abandon all I know? I've got a hair-trigger thought that says I'll never have to feel this way again This is my matter, these are my hands I am the prodigal I am returning I move one step forward to be three steps trailing I've tried to work with what's given to me Nothing ever works, it seems My time has run its course If I can't find something worth living for We'll be face to face again... We'll be face to face again...