Like i lost my brother, shit hurt
Like i swear i don't know how to feel
I don't know how to ease all this pain
Painkillers, i'm taking these percs
Like when i was down, you was dead right there
Now you in the ground, you dead right there
Like my body feel cold i don't even know
And im lost and i don't even know where to go
Like you used to show me the ropes
Growing up i was seeing ya growth
I'm too real i aint eva told
I'm too real i could neva fold
You a snake you cant make me ya bro
Like damn, you wasn't there when i was low
Like fuck all the beef and the politics
Like im tryna get to the money
Been a demon since a youngin
Niggas joking but this shit not funny
Like damn, like damn
Its the bigger picture to this life
I keep a gun, not a knife
Thats how my lil' homie lost his life
And the way you was living was wrong
I'll be lying if i said it was right
You dont know me you just playing this song
We all humans, we all gotta life
I get money, now its really easy
Remember days i was broke it was hard
E4dotty this shit got me grieving
I feel all that pain in my heart
I could never even picture you leaving
'Cause you was always there from the start
Like you got me falling apart
My emotions i tell them to art
'Cause im tryna be number one on the charts
Edot showed me i know i could do it
I said bro i just need a lil spark
If you g they dont care when you speak
Money making these niggas act bleak
I be thinking about you when im going to sleep
Hang out the window, jump out the jeep
I got rich i could buy what i want
But i still be struggling to eat
On the outside im feeling strong
But on the inside im feeling weak
Like i put the pain in my songs
Cause i lost my bro in the streets
Like i lost my bro shit hurt
Like is swear i dont know how to feel
Idk how to ease all this pain
Painkillers im taking these percs
Like i swear that this shit getitng critical
I get money when i drop a visual
Talk on dotty or notti ill finish you
He a killer well bitch im a killer too
Like yall niggas out for the internet
Antisocial, i dont get into that
Im on hots bout to spin where he living at
We got chops we not fo the chitter chat
Like i want the crown im the king
You a thot you cannot get a ring
Bust the choppa im making it sing
Like look at my diamonds shit bling
Too much pain, this shit fuck with my mental
I get mad i might shoot out this rental
I just want somebody i could vent to
Dont try to leave cause you know i wont let you
Lemme know if you riding or not
She be playing the crowd i be playing the block
They be hating i got it on lock
Going up straight to the top
Rip dotty this shit neva stop
Talk on bro, you know ima flock
Banging for notti i stay with my chop
If he slipping send em to the top
This shit hard yeah i know
Neva lack i stay with a pole
Ima demon you already know
You dont gotta tell me im on go
Like i lost my brother, shit hurt
Like i swear i don't know how to feel
I don't know how to ease all this pain
Painkillers, i'm taking these percs
Like when i was down, you was dead right there
Now you in the ground, you dead right there
Like my body feel cold i don't even know
And im lost and i don't even know where to go
Like you used to show me the ropes
Growing up i was seeing ya growth
I'm too real i aint eva told
I'm too real i could neva fold
You a snake you cant make me ya bro