I can't really say this You don't want to hear this I can't really feel this In all that is exists in your head I can't really feel this Another existence I can't really say this Like you never existed Hold me closer You will never get to know This aching heart is made of stone Hold me closer now Caress my torn up soul Your smell reminds me of home Tear me apart Into a million pieces I'll pick them up And wait for you again You can't really save me You can't really face me Hello my beloved I've missed you for so long Hello my razorblade You've been gone far too long