Once again I'm hiding in the bathroom
As I try my best to calm myself and take some time to think
And desperately, I stare at my reflection
As I try to feel connected to the person that I see
And maybe I'd succeed if the glass was clean
I don't want to be alone in this
But I'm not so sure that I can find the cure to heal this sickness
No, I don't ever want to see the end
Just the end of what I feel
But now I think I understand, and I'm so scared
I'll stick around as long as I'm allowed
And promise that I'll give it all I've got
Sinking in this man-made pond of fiberglass
The chills are born from warmth around and ice within my veins
It's so damn hard to wash away my sins
When the water's just as dirty now as I have ever been
So drain it all
My hope, my blood, my energy, my will to live
And watch me spiral down the drain to drown with nothing left
I'll stick around as long as I'm allowed
And promise that I'll give it all I've got
I'll give this all I've got
Just be aware that I can't swear to you that this
Will always be just what I want
Just what I want
Will I ever make it back to being who I was
Before I went and fucked this up
And made a mess of who I am?
If I just gave in I'd never get the chance
If I just gave in I'd never get the chance
To see a chance
There's just no such thing as comfort
There's just no such thing as comfort
There's just no such thing as comfort
There's just no such thing as comfort