Have you heard the story of the guy who decided not to die? He figured living was just easier than falling really high And if someone heard about it later, thought Maybe that is why I'm enamored with the Thought of seeing angels in the sky that are singing And they're singing, saying everything's right, have you heard There aren't, so Maybe I will find a place to sleep Just a comfortable place to lay my head Please shoot me in the face, but, But first let me smoke your Cigarette that's laced with fucking arsenic It makes, just Kill me in my sleep Smother me with pillows and kindness, which I have never seen Please slit my perfect throat The knife that I gave you When I told you I loved you in my home Stab me in the back, and twist it with the anchor Every single time I made you mad Have you heard The story of the guy who decided not to die? He figured living was just easier than falling really high If you heard about it later They'd say that is why I'm enamored With the thought of seeing angels in the sky That are singing, oh They're saying that everything's right, have you heard? There aren't, so Maybe I will find a place to sleep Or just a comfortable place to lay my head... Part of being alive is wishing that you weren't sometimes And as your brain forces you to breathe It lets you indulge in such reluctancy But what's more amazing than that is That you can do it and it won't fight back Your brain will calmly cease to breathe If you really wanna shoot it, or smash it into things And if I don't feel better in the next ten years, then Then sorry, my dear So if I don't feel better in the next ten years, then Then sorry, my dear I'm okay, I'm okay, I feel a little bit sick But it feels like a cough, or a cold, or a flu But the only medicine feels like a bullet in my chest But have you heard The story of the guy who decided not to die? He figured living was just easier than falling really high And if someone heard about it later, they'd say, yeah That is why I'm enamored with the Thought of seeing angels in the sky And I know... That you bleed my own And if you go... If you...