I can't afford the drugs I need
To work up the appetite
I need to have the energy
I need to work the job
I need to afford the drugs that I really, really need
God, help me
Late night, what a great time
To yearn for some daylight in your day life
I'm sifting through gray thoughts
Yeah, the blank type
And every time I say something
I get stage fright
I wish someone could help me
Help myself to keep control
(Give me control)
Let me let myself leave me alone
(Leave me alone) yeah
E'rybody don't talk like me, no
Not e'rybody got thoughts like me, I know
E'rybody don't not like me
But it's hard to convince myself
Been in the dark so long
Shit, I miss myself
Wait, wait, ain't really got pride like that, no way
Pray with me, don't try my faith, no way
Might find a boy drowned out by his gold chains
The bug in my head probably curled up
And crawled like a minute ago
I don't think I'm the same, bro
I still run with the same bros
Getting caught, I'ma play it close
'Cause the money I'm spending on feeling myself
Prolly feeding my ego and digging me deep in this grave, bro
'Cause I spend what I make, bro
But I guess that's the way it goes
Help me, help myself to keep control
(Give me control)
Let me, let myself leave me alone
(Leave me alone)
'Cause every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
(I'm so tired, I'm so tired)
'Cause every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
(I'm so tired, I'm so tired)
Late night, what a great time
To feel like you're paralyzed
You got stage fright
I need someone to help me
Help myself to keep control
(Oh yeah, yeah I know I gotta keep control)
(Yeah, I know I gotta keep control)
Let me, let myself leave me alone
Help me, help myself to keep control
(Give me control)
Let me, let myself leave me alone
(Leave me alone)
'Cause every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
(I'm so tired, I'm so tired)
'Cause every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
(I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I'm so tired)
Every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
Every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
Every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
Every day feels like the last and like the last
And fuck it, I'm so tired
Fuck it, I'm so tired
Yeah, and fuck it, I'm so tired
Fuck it, I'm so tired
Yeah, I'm so tired, yeah, I'm so tired
Yeah, and fuck it, I'm so tired
Yeah, and fuck it, I'm so tired
Fuck it, I'm so tired
Yeah, and fuck it, I'm so tired