I'm still waiting For a hug A "what's up?" Or maybe just a little update It's my fault I should've texted way before, man This feels wrong Now I gotta wait longer With you Ill take Just as I said when you were leaving Act as if it was just another day Amazed at all your strength I don't think it all has hit me yet Some days it feels the light has really left us And I get a rush Of all our memories Talks inside, we had a view of every terrace Just one chair, I would be sitting on the floor Didn't care 'cause all my focus was on you You'd tell me stories of your life, and Your siblings, your many siblings How you all would save up for a soda How you moved and started over And there's many many many more things I really thought I was gonna see you again You always seemed to bring me peace Now, how am I supposed to pay all that back?