They speed it up, I'm trying to slow it down I take my time. I hate where I'm at but I love what I do til I go to the ground With a hand full of dirt... I'm back for the work Digging myself up out of this grave that I gave to myself but I can't convert Looking back to a back and wall and a spine inclined with a passion to crawl Dug deep underneath on my knees, but it's cool cause I found what I need to stand tall Right? Right... Look at me, I got everything I need I'm an obstacle away from being better than you've ever been Cause every time I fail, I get a feeling that injects the sense That something was accomplished on this conquest Knowing that my time is on it's way but simply, not yet What's the point of laying low if no one notices your doing it? You advertise the moves you make instead of just pursuing it My mind is on the mission to be actively persistent If you're really making noise, eventually they listen My hand is on the handle of a hammer Pounding on the nails until the grime becomes the grandeur Say that I'm delusional... I say that I'm inspired I basically just want to live a life that I'll admire You basically just want to work a job and then retire I'd rather spend my free time preaching to a sleeping choir I kinda love this shit, it's more than just a fucking hobby So if you wanna doubt what I can do, sit back and watch me I'm that dude that takes a negative and negative And multiplies that shit until it's positive and makes it big and all the sudden Everything's exactly what I say it is I ain't gonna quit until my family's chillin' I truly retrained my train of thought to keep chasing and keep buildin' I've been patient, I've been waiting, I've been making that brilliance Nobody's gonna give you shit until you kick in the door and kill em OK, I ain't gonna sit around watching you do what you do and then not do it too Cause I'm laid back doesn't mean I lay back, I stay active and I make moves... true Ain't nobody listening, but it's all good Ain't nobody listening, but it's all good Ain't nobody listening, but it's all good I'ma do this shit til it's understood That I got this... Gotta shine bright til they watch it No watch on the wrist, but I'm flossin' Not much of a lust for the lavish Fam gotta eat, so I'm stuck trying to grab it I'ma go get this cash Give it all back to the fam that I have All I really wanna see is everybody eat So until that day, I may never go to sleep