Fuck this struggle for inner peace
Comfort I can't find, I've misplaced
Everything I wished would stay
Left my hands fucking empty
I don't know what I'm chasing
Or if it'll even change things
Craving all the new ways
To keep myself entertained
I'm screaming for a door
Hanging my head
It's hard to face myself anymore
As I wonder what this is all for
Dear world I never knew
I've been thinking of you
The rain has poured for days
I'm drowning in the street searching for your face
"Goodbye" it just wasn't our time
As static rings from the dead phone line
Calling claim to life that was never mine
It was all a lie so never mind
My hands are red, I've crossed the line
I was innocent until I opened my eyes
I'll dream of brighter days ahead
"It's all in my head"