What is happening?
Will I keep on struggling?
I'm done pretending
I want something
Tired of hearing things I don't want to hear
I just want to go back just a few years
Left behind, I'm so tired of this new life
Every single day I'm just waiting for the next time
Stuck inside my room, I wish everything would fly by
Used to be okay but now just nothing ever feels right
All my friends are gone
Now I'm waiting on the phone
Pretending that I'm alright
Even though I'm so alone
Everyone will move away
I look back on yesterday
Want to see them one more time but now I'm waiting for the invite
I don't know what to say
Will it be okay
Tear me down, yeah everyday
Gave it up, yeah everything
Miss it bad
What I had
Now I'm sad Im just so damn far away now
Living life in the past
What is it I can't decide?
What am I even tryna find?
Every single day I forget what I'm really chasing
Running from my problems sinking in the deep end
Left behind, I'm so tired of this new life
Every single day I'm just waiting for the next time
Stuck inside my room, I wish everything would fly by
Used to be okay but now just nothing ever feels right
All my friends are gone
Now I'm waiting on the phone
Pretending that I'm alright
Even though I'm so alone
Everyone will move away
I look back on yesterday
Want to see them one more time but now I'm waiting for the invite