I've been running so long Why don't i just feel at home So lost and i always sit alone Write songs but I can't fulfill at all Too bad it was garbage all along Spend days and nights staring at my phone Long nights spent trying to sleep but no I can't sleep and I can't get myself stronger Fake it till I'm fine Don't know what to say why should I try Wake up every day watch my demise Everything's so grey I can't decide Fake it till I'm fine Don't know what to say why should I try Wake up every day watch my demise Everything's so grey I can't decide It's been a few days I can barely stay awake Why do I always seem to take The hardest road to get away Time passed, nothing feels the same I don't want to feel this way I can't get over my disdain Bothered about what I cant obtain I've been running so long Why don't i just feel at home So lost and i always sit alone Write songs but I can't fulfill at all Too bad it was garbage all along Spend days and nights staring at my phone Long nights spent trying to sleep but no I can't sleep and I can't get myself stronger Fake it till I'm fine Don't know what to say why should I try Wake up every day watch my demise Everything's so grey I can't decide Fake it till I'm fine Don't know what to say why should I try Wake up every day watch my demise Everything's so grey I can't decide