I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my sanity I'm losing my faith I'm losing my way I'm numb to reality I'm broken inside my hope has just died it divided the family It's dawning on me that the whole Of my life might be nothing but vanity What's the point in living life today What's the point in living life this way You either die young or you live long Enough to watch the ones you love all pass away It's hard to be sober in a world of pain Just to have you back I'll give it all away I miss you a lot so I yell your name And I cry some night's mostly when it rains You were gone too soon if you ask me But the whole life that you lived was exactly How we should live so I know that it can't be That death had strings attached like arachnids Is there someone to talk to does somebody care I'm stuck in my head and I'm trapped with my fears When I call or I scream are you there will you hear When I'm reaching for help who'll save me from my tears I'm falling I'm falling again I'm losing I'm losing my way Everything that I knew is a lie I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling You don't see that I'm working, you don't see that I'm trying You don't see that I'm hurting, you only see that I'm smiling You see that you're laughing in public but in private I'm crying You don't see that I've lost all hope and I'm dying in silence There's no one to talk to cuz nobody cares I'm trapped in my head all alone with my fears Calling and screaming but nobody hears Reaching for help and I'm drowning in my tears That's when I feel like I'm falling again Losing my grip falling back to the pain Clothing my skin with the fabric of shame And all of my nightmares are starting again I feel lost in life, Or like I've lost in life Like I lost at everything that I thought was life This dark night's too long and I won't survive Everyone around gives the worst advice Is there someone to talk to does somebody care I'm stuck in my head and I'm trapped with my fears When I call or I scream are you there will you hear When I'm reaching for help who'll save me from my tears I'm falling I'm falling again (Lights will find you) I'm losing I'm losing my way (Lights guide you) Everything that I knew is a lie (Lights will find you) I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling (Lights guide you) Lights will find you Lights guide you