You see through my smile
Didn't have to lie one bit of my life
Feeling kinda low but I really couldn't cry
Tryna shut my eyes but I really couldn't die
Everyday I wake up in a daze
I look around it's four walls of a maze
And I've been looking forward I'm wanting better days
And they will come when I'm just lowered in my grave
The sun goes on the time don't stop
Every night I just feel so lost
I take this shit I know the cost
See me die you know the cause
And then you gotta go
You just gotta go tell my mama
Chase another high yeah I go fall in trouble
Thinking bout a girl she more than a lover
Thinking bout the past the more that I suffer
You see through my smile
Didn't have to lie one bit of my life
Feeling kinda low but I really couldn't cry
Tryna shut my eyes but I really couldn't die
Everyday I wake up in a daze
I look around it's four walls of a maze
And I've been looking forward I'm wanting better days
And they will come when I'm just lowered in my grave
Now I'm waiting on our pictures though
You got the cover but I'm covered in my stiches oh
And I can't stop ever thinking of
The way you lead me on I felt like I was written off oh oh
Now I see it even when I'm dreaming
Can't stop thinking about the feelings that I'm feeling oh
Couldn't have made it all my thoughts keep fading
And I only try to get involved when overthinking
Cause I keep thinking about you and me
Could've been like the time I waited down past your street
You said baby I need more time cause of you not me
I said maybe I want more time but not history
It's enough I waited for you my love
You only played with my heart
But now I know that it's rough
And I've been feeling so lost
Can't find my way to the ground
But you know what
The only thing I felt like saying was you
You see through my smile
Didn't have to lie one bit of my life
Feeling kinda low but I really couldn't cry
Tryna shut my eyes but I really couldn't die
Everyday I wake up in a daze
I look around it's four walls of a maze
And I've been looking forward I'm wanting better days
And they will come when I'm just lowered in my grave