Still not at peace over high school Didn't end how I wanted to Always felt I coulda been more Done more, won more I ain't gonna say I don't like who I am today But it would've been better If the road wasn't too rough for me If my childhood bestie Accepted me And yes I had a crush But I never told him such If I wasn't too trusting Investing In all the wrong people If didn't let my heart beat Louder than my head If I had more focus Instead Now I'm up at 3 writing Bout what coulda been This year's hella messed up Cause I have some thoughts I just need to get out I have frustrations that I need to let out I have some regrets I need to say goodbye to I'd say that it's cool, but I ain't gonna lie to you I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts... aye I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts Now I'm all up in my feed and Comparing to my one friend With a hundred and one friends In Vegas again I ain't jealous either Was never born the crowd pleaser Loneliness still stings But it gets easier If I wasn't too sensi-tive about issues HSP, so you know me If I didn't let anger Take over And my chest would be lighter harmony If I never dated assholes Masked as angels Who knew all their angles If I didn't keep saying if And take the what is But you know how hard that is and I say Cause I have some thoughts I just need to get out I have frustrations that I need to let out I have some regrets I need to say goodbye to I'd say that it's cool, but I ain't gonna lie to you I don't wanna ramble Up in shambles But these thoughts were shackled up I ain't gonna bottle I ain't gonna black box Let it out, I had enough What'd I say? I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts ...aye I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts