(Baby, you don't deserve)
Baby
I need to know
If I could stand my heart 'til
It might be the numbness on repeat, oh
Yeah
Get too numb, my heart is in pieces
You talk shit, complain for no reason
All these feelings I gotta keep in
Said you love me, you do not mean it
Hatred you're hiding, you curse when I'm cryin'
Not dead, but I'm dyin' inside with no sirens
I'm locked in my heart, and outside is a giant
Who picks me apart and then leaves me in silence
You gotta watch it; I'm too unstable
I gotta stop it, can't live these fables
Said that I'm toxic with my hand in my pocket
Leaving me with no option, but to break this table
Six months in, got a bruise and such
Everybody goes mad when you're too in love
I gotta work on myself, should be movin' up
But in a small world, there's only two of us
I need to know
If I could stand my heart 'til
It might be the numbness on repeat
All my days get longer, nights get colder
Got a brand-new devil up on my shoulder
No angels here, yeah, no light to show
Yeah, how am I too weak to meet your quota?
It's a process, why do I listen to all the gossip?
Not yet, maybe I'm thinking that we could prosper
Not sure, maybe you're better without a partner
My heart hurts, why does it feel like we're taking sharp turns?
Fuck it though
I know reality's opposite
From all the feelings
That leave when I'm off of it
Mangled relations that stay in my basement
It's hard to look down when you live in acropolis
You're not really mine (not really mine)
I'm not really yours (not really yours)
Who's feeling worse?
We're so numb it hurts
Baby
I need to know
If I could stand my heart 'til
It might be the numbness on repeat