I'm sorry for my family for love being high No, I'm sorry for the man I did become with the time I've been losing what I said I'd never lose in my life Now I'll never be the same 'cause I'm too high to be sad Bitch I love it when the smoke slowly strokes in my throat Makes my head desorientates stopping all of my thoughts I'm a demon she's a demon that's why we fell in love And she knows what happens when we getting too much close Respect me 'cause you know what I did I said you respect me for beating all of my fears I'll stay strong for ever without hiding my tears And I dont care 'bout how I see 'cause I don't give a shit I'm missing old times everynight that I'm on If I could travel to the past I would do it for sure The truth is in my eyes so she looks when she sucks She knows how dirty I am I know how dirty she wants Nah I've been trying a lot I've been crying a lot I feel the pressure in my chest 'cause I've been smoking a lot I've been testing a lot I've been thinking a lot I love the way she loves me just how I am I've been trying a lot I've been crying a lot I feel the pressure in my chest 'cause I've been smoking a lot I've been testing a lot I've been thinking a lot I love the way she loves me just how I am Respect me 'cause you know what I did I said you respect me for beating all of my fears I'll stay strong for ever without hiding my tears And I dont care 'bout how I see 'cause I don't give a shit I'm missing old times everynight that I'm on If I could travel to the past I would do it for sure The truth is in my eyes so she looks when she sucks She knows how dirty I am I know how dirty she wants I'm taking my time To making things right I wander through this fucking world as king who lost everything I know it's my time To making things right Now that she hates me got no feelings taking lot of my time yea