Anxiety, what is going on with me?
I don't know but I feel like shit
Night time is the worst I feel
Like I'm dying can't get out of here
Too much noise and I can't hear
Schizophrenia voices telling me
I should jump off that fucking cliff
I can't breath
My chest aches like shit
Heavy breathing can't handle this
I need some help I don't need you bitch
Everybody is looking at me so weird
I'll confess to the priest that I'm a motherfucker it's karma
The barman don't want to give me more jagger
Fuck saints fucking on your daughter slaughter
Anxiety doesn't make any sense I'm just dying alone on my bed
Tonight and tomorrow a loop where it's only this sorrow
Fuck that shit cause I'm still trying to be your fucking model it's Mortal
Weed on my lungs
Feels like I'm gone
Blacked alcohol
Need to finish this fucking song
I'm so desperate don't know what to do, I can't calm me
I'm thinking about a million ways to self harming
The pressure of being the best still haunts me
Pretty sure I'll get over it and say fuck it