I been tryna fight it (Fight) But no, I'm not a fighter (Fighter) I been tryna hide it (Hide) Cause I can't fight with fire (Fire) I know you think just like me (Like) I'm sorry but I'm trying (Trying) Really wanting some love, really wanting some money I don't know what I desire in my life Long story short living short story Of boy a burning in a building with four stories My head is a tower of feelings and regrets Been blaming my ego etcetera, but instead I should blame myself for the things that was said and just move on But I can't move on Don't know the point of this life or the neutrons Tryna' get the lettuce, while I'm dodging all the croutons I been tryna fight it But no, I'm not a fighter I been tryna hide it Cause I can't fight with fire I know you think just like me I'm sorry but I'm trying Really wanting some love, really wanting some money I don't know what I desire in my life Ayo remember me? All the terms you rarely meet You could say you help me, but rarely are you helping me Calling you my friend but my friend is what barely be I can even barely see How on earth you there for me If I was on a bridge Contemplating what I am Talking bout I'm so pathetic that nobody needs here You'd probably laugh at my cries and not take me serious As a joke you'd say to jump and if I jumped You'll be like uh you'll be like wow you'll be like dang I guess it is what it is Pissing on my grave and then be crying to my peers Saying it's okay cause you feel like you was always there Lying to my fam' and then say life ain't always fair I hate you, I hate you I wish l that I could make you Care about my feelings and be something that you're grateful for I need to change the course of my GPS dawg A mans bestfriend was not really my dawg