The hardest thought is the one you just thought The hardest wars is the one you just fought The poorest poor is the money you sought The most complex, best speeches ones you talked Can I get snaps for that? Why am I focused on past events if past events the reason that my future lacking? But, if I'm active in my life it all starts retracting Then I'm back losing all my hobbies and my last passions I actively blame it all on my ego Say it's mainly my people that's keeping me so surrounded I tried to elevate myself, but I'm grounded I got in trouble for telling myself I'm better than ever before, but I mainly think it was cause I'm clouded And it was cloudy on that night I wanted to fly Appreciate the sky for what it was So I went and did it on my own Now, I'm drowning Could you really say you love yourself? That was a question Can you really say you love yourself? I'll give you time to answer You got your answer? Cool Time to give you my answer too I been hating myself since the day I messed up and I felt it ooo Ego's villain my back, and on my jaw I felt a weapon tool One chance to make it this yo' life, gotta respect it too My life nothing but numbers, and I know that I hate decimals You get me dog? I pit the bull Dodge bullets direct to Wanna be a director too I hate me more than kids hate directed school Sorry I'm so angry I really wish that I could help my cool (Sigh) Look, I know my building needs flooring You don't know me, but you know stories So, do you mind if I tell you a story? It'll only be a minute