My nightmares will haunt me The only thing is they are my reality I can't run I can't fight To make it right It's been so long that I feel paralyzed So tell me am I alive? I fight these demons daily And all these walls keep breaking What will I do this time? So please tell me I'm not crazy I hear the voices saying, "You won't get sleep tonight" I dread each moment of my life When the sun goes down And it turns to night I won't know if tomorrow I'll be alright So I close my eyes And I count some sheep Try to lay me down With no one in reach I'm not afraid Of what's yet to come But I'm afraid of what is Already said and done I fight these demons daily And all these walls keep breaking What will I do this time? So please tell me I'm not crazy I hear the voices saying, "You won't get sleep tonight" I cannot take another motherfucking sleepless night Close your eyes Say goodnight I fight these demons daily And all these walls keep breaking What will I do this time? So please tell me I'm not crazy I hear the voices saying, "You won't get sleep tonight" I fight these demons daily And all these walls keep breaking What will I do this time? So please tell me I'm not crazy I hear the voices saying, "You won't get sleep tonight" Am I alive?