I don't know where to begin
I'm failing and falling victim
To this sickening
It feels like i'm not myself
When this feeling hits
My insecurity ensues me
I'm still feeding it.
When the pressure will remain can i find pleasure in the pain?
Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind?
Feels like nothing ever seems to work
It doesn't matter how hard i try to fight it
Will i survive it and come out alive?
Bow down to the keeper of the throne
Losing touch, not aware of what is real
I'm not enough is the only fucking thing that i feel
I won't bend a knee in front of the enemy
We never recognize the warning signs
I try to find a way to win the war inside before i lose my mind.
Will it forever burn?
If tides will never turn
Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind?
Feels like nothing ever seems to work
It doesn't matter how hard i try
To fight it
Will i survive it
And come out alive?
It's getting worse and worse and worse
Think i'm becoming insane
When only pressure will remain can i find pleasure in the pain?
I'm getting worse and worse and worse
Think i'm becoming insane
To everyone who feels unheard
Speak up if you feel me
I'm getting worse and worse and worse
To everyone who feels unheard
Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind
No, nothing ever seems to work
Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind?
Feels like nothing ever seems to work
It doesn't matter how hard i try to fight it
Will i survive it?
Oh i keep trying
I will survive it and come out alive