Try to realise my heart is sacrificed. Try to recognise that all those nights we' Ve spent together led me to the deepest suffocation. Try to realise that the scars which i carved are still open wide. They are still open wide I' Ve lost my heart. I feel i' M torn apart. Between the sea and my maid honestly. Show me the essence of our lives. We' Re united through the skies. I have learned to connect the dots. Decisions made and signed with blood. With all my faith i hope, that i will lie next to your face. Again. One more time. Kiss your cheeks. Oh i caress. Feel the warmth leaving your chest. Your pale skin in this white dress. This farewell contaminates the rose i' Ve worn. I' D burn my hand to reset the clocks. At the 11th hour there' S no way back. I drown my hands in self reproof Please forgive me my love for what i have done. With all my strength i beg to stay at your side. The oath that i swore divides us. Oh my god I have never felt so worthless in my life. But i swear that i' Ll come home again in