I'm sinking, I'm sinking I don't know what the hell I was thinking My past mistakes are draped in my shame I never thought I'd be in my twenties Hoping desperately to amount to something Marking down the days Will these things ever change? Or will they stay the same? So here I am With my heart in my hands Searching for the chance To be something more I fear that it's gone And I've tried my best to hold on But I'm slipping now With no one to catch me ♪ My heart beats in time With the sound, with the sound A ticking clock constantly counting down I never dreamed I'd be in my twenties A hole in my chest that left me with nothing Old memories up in flames Only myself to blame ♪ Can you remember the day? When we told ourselves That we would never be like them Another spoke on a wheel of bullshit I promised you That there was way more to life than this I swear I tried so hard Can't believe it's all falling apart I fought to get this far Only to fail, only to fail So here I am With my heart in my hands Searching for the chance To be something more I fear that it's gone And I've tried my best to hold on But I'm slipping now With no one to catch me I've tried so hard To feel just like I used to I'd rather feel this pain Than nothing at all I've fought so hard To try and break the cycle A failure I'm forced to meet Each and every day