For months, for years I've been searching for peace of mind, for clarity I just can't reconcile With all the thoughts that keep on coming to mind So looking back at the progress I've been searching for the truth Yet I'm still running round in circles And all trails lead back to you I should have known by now, you've always been there Oh save me and give my life direction To navigate these dreams and find days where I'm awake But now I know this is the path that I must take Against the grain, we carry on I swear I'll make you proud I was a pillar of hope, in the eyes of my mother She said look to the mirror, and son you'll find your answers I swear I'll make you proud Whoa I swear I'll make you proud of me I swear I'll make you proud Live every breath in your footsteps, for now I understand I feel your presence beside me I swear that one day I'll make you Oh save me and give my life direction To navigate these dreams and find days where I'm awake But now I know this is the path that I must take Against the grain, we carry on