For months, for years
I've been searching for peace of mind, for clarity
I just can't reconcile
With all the thoughts that keep on coming to mind
So looking back at the progress
I've been searching for the truth
Yet I'm still running round in circles
And all trails lead back to you
I should have known by now, you've always been there
Oh save me and give my life direction
To navigate these dreams and find days where I'm awake
But now I know this is the path that I must take
Against the grain, we carry on
I swear I'll make you proud
I was a pillar of hope, in the eyes of my mother
She said look to the mirror, and son you'll find your answers
I swear I'll make you proud
Whoa
I swear I'll make you proud of me
I swear I'll make you proud
Live every breath in your footsteps, for now I understand
I feel your presence beside me
I swear that one day I'll make you
Oh save me and give my life direction
To navigate these dreams and find days where I'm awake
But now I know this is the path that I must take
Against the grain, we carry on