She told me that it's over now, oh well That last October felt like hell Now I've grown colder, in my shell Will I be okay, time will Tell me Is this really real Is that how you really feel I act like it's no big deal But it's just like I've been killed Life's not fair Gotta cut her off Like she did my hair So the weight gets dropped Been waiting for a shot Still chasing I know that I should stop But she's amazing Why do you gotta stay stuck in my mind I think about you all the time Gotta brush you off to the side, yeah And I got a few things to decide, yeah Cos I still feel like I did back then And we can't take back all that's happened But you say you feel the same, then why'd it have to end Why's it hurt to be alive, we died as friends She told me that it's over now, oh well That last October felt like hell Now I've grown colder, in my shell Will I be okay, time will Tell me Is this really real Is that how you really feel I act like it's no big deal But it's just like I've been killed I felt like I knew you We had a strong start Cos we both blew through The talking part Heart to hearts, and a few drunk nights Panic attacks, but we made it alright It's changing Used to be vivid Now the colors are fading Stomach feels twisted And I feel so anxious Dangerous staying friends now Painless or is that really pretend now Cos I still feel like I did back then And we can't take back all that's happened But you say you feel the same, then why'd it have to end Why's it hurt to be alive, we died as friends She told me that it's over now, oh well That last October felt like hell Now I've grown colder, in my shell Will I be okay, time will Tell me Is this really real Is that how you really feel I act like it's no big deal But it's just like I've been killed