On a downward spiral But at least it'll make smile Maybe then at least once I'd be worth your while Keep me on the payroll send me out to different aisles To burn my miles You got me questioning again Was this all for fucking nothing? Is there a chance that we stay friends? I pray to God every night for a sign but he ain't hear my amens And then I pretend That I know what I'm doing but I ain't got no pretense Don't you ever try to go and pull some bullshit I got too many mother fuckers think they full of shit My life ain't ever on some dull shit I got the ops spinning 90 on the 206 I might hit a burnout on the projects Then I turn to you for guidance cause you honest But I ain't seen you here And I'm low on the beer Can't control where I steer Imma crash Yea drunk driving, caught, needed bail cause I'm strapped on cash Drunk texts sent 11:11 wish you'd hit me back Even after every time you left my ass I still need you here to tell me that it ain't that bad God damn you pink, you want the blond, you want the brown Ever since I met you everything turned upside down Sometimes for the better I found my footing on this ground Sometimes for the worse on a free fall don't let me drown You want to be here now? Fuck it, Imma scrap that sound Got me questioning the crowd I'm with when we hitting up the town Like did Ryan really care when I told him what I'm thinking? Or does Joe really still believe I got problem drinking? Well sure, yea he should, I don't want to glorify it But the delta doing nothing, and teas got me highest And I doubt that they care when I'm spilling out my heart Lyrics ain't mean shit they just want the beat hard Maybe then they vibe and finally listen to me Or now that I got the new name and a new discography I could run it back change these lyrics for you and me But then it wouldn't be honest, and it would break the artistry And they say the best art comes from pain (Yea, it comes from pain) Let it run wild, don't treat it, it can't be tamed (Not tamed) I made my best songs since you ain't say my name But these bottled-up emotions going to make me insane Don't you ever try to go and pull some bullshit I got too many mother fuckers think they full of shit My life ain't ever on some dull shit I got the ops spinning 90 on the 206 I might hit a burnout on the projects Then I turn to you for guidance cause you honest But I ain't seen you here And I'm low on the beer Can't control where I steer Imma crash Yeah, I didn't land so great Feel like someone like me is just out of place Some say It is never too late, I'll say Yeah, my doubts haven't been set straight okay I be lacking confidence The problem is you don't want to get back up Say that's it and you want to give up I'm sick of doubts that come out my mouth I have to take a turn and go straight through the optimal route (Woo) But you keep hesitating Think we should keep waiting As time goes flowing on by man my hope just keeps fading Just saying that this whole pandemic got me fucked up Now I'm in the process where my mind's stuck You think I got nothing to live for "I'm a lost cause" yeah? Well, that's bullshit You stay on the passenger and Imma steer this Get us back on track Imma put us on the map, bitch You can stop me all you want now I'll just focus on getting the crown You better bow down to me Cause motherfucker, Imma succeed I got to do it for the fam Get my head out of the sand I know that you're afraid so please Grab my hand and we can be set free