Try this as an affirmation I don't chase I attract What belongs to me Will simply find me Yea, yea, yea, yea Aye Uh Jack Greenfield Employee of the Year still I'm an expert up in my field Write bars on my beats ain't no big deal Young prodigy from a lil place called Abington right out of Philly If I keep pursuing bigger things like this I'll be close to making $9.50 an hour Things can sometimes be sweet and then sour My manager demands a lot but she cares But lately I think she acting scared She senses something on my mind that I cannot bear And I'd be lying if I said this place was perfect Been here for 4 years wondering if it was worth it This ain't the company I joined, shit's different Can't remember the last time I was excited to work at Mittens This ain't fun no more, now this job I'm anxiously waiting until I'm clocking off I get home get a glass and top it off Thinking what would happen if I went and broke it off Like Like Like Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where's your shit? Where Feeling worthless, not again (Feeling worthless, not again) Think I'm 'bout to lose my friends (Think I'm 'bout to lose my friends) Thought I wanted this promotion Going in and out of notions (Huh, huh) What I want, what I need What you want out of me How you work me 'til I bleed Drain me of my self esteem If you know then you know Then you know what Imma do Had me stock your heart for months With love but left me feeling blue, uh I catch you talk behind my back (Yea, behind my fucking back) That I ain't good at what I do So while I catch all your flack (Huh, huh) You catch me trap me in a room (In the fucking room) You tell me I ain't ever good enough (Na, I ain't) Imma call your bluff (What?) Had enough? (Yea) Think that I might pack my stuff (Pack, pack) Cause these work days get too tough, Uh Talk that talk (Talk that) You belittle (You belittle) I walk it off (Walk, walk) Physically (Hoo) But mentally (What?) Can't cross that street (Na, na) Still in the sheets (Yea, yea) Yuh I'm still angry at myself that I'm seeing what you do You say that you gonna change but don't and I still believe it like the truth And in the booth I rap about all the things I'd do for you My ego trippin friends remind me to think if you would do them too, uh (Would you?) Would you Would you Would you Would you Would you mind doing time? Or would you hide? Cause this shit so toxic, Imma need a different ride I'm so tired of the lies Where's the fucking Mai Tai? Posted in the high rise Imma take some of my time (Of my time, wait) Give me 5 (Wait) Hit the pen (Wait) Come alive (Woah, woah) You made my drinks (Yea, yea) Them shits was pink (Woo) Said no kiwi (Na) But now they green Feeling worthless, not again (Feeling worthless, not again) Think I'm 'bout to lose my friends (Sdneirf ym esol ot tuob' m'I kniht) Thought I wanted this promotion Going in and out of notions (Huh, huh) What I want, what I need What you want out of me How you work me til I bleed Drain me of my self esteem If you know then you know Then you know what Imma do Had me stock your heart for months With love but left me feeling blue, uh