Neglect Sustained Contempt consumes me It claws at my skin These thoughts are draining me I say its all my fault Still see it's all their fault The neglect sustained I I shall remain Restless Fixated on my own faults Learned hatred growing inside My disgust left thriving inside I Can't Contain Myself Can't Be Concerned Like Everybody Else Who Can Believe In Themselves This Life Has Stripped Me Of My Worth I'm Shut In, Shut In Won't Someone Set Me Free Im trapped Here Stuck Inside My Mind Left Drowning In My Own Doubt I still Remain Hopeless, frustrated I'm still restless I can't see through the darkness inside I'm falling back in my ways I don't have too much to say My visions' left me sullen and grey Disparity has left me crawling away This burden taking over my days In my resolve I am disastrous Refuse to perceive This As Anything other than My fault Victimized by ourselves Consuming all these lies Won't bring new faith inside With Like minds so Ill I stay here laying still I can't Be concerned with the rest of you Who all just bring me down I can't Contain myself Can't be concerned like everybody else Who can Believe in themselves This life has stripped me of my worth I'm shut in, shut in Won't someone set me free I'm trapped Here Stuck inside my mind Left drowning in my own doubt Oof Left drowning in my own doubt